After an intense and lingering moment, Su Hua was drenched in sweat. Gu Beixian didn't go take a shower like he usually did; instead, he wrapped his arms tightly around her from behind, holding her so firmly that it felt like he wanted to bury her within him. Su Hua felt as if she was melting in his embrace, her heart inexplicably filled with surprise, nervousness, excitement, and a touch of heartache. It had been three years since they got married, and this was the first time he had held her like this. She felt deeply loved. Her heart raced, like a frightened deer, and she slowly turned around, hugging him tightly, a sweet smile gracing her face, as if she had embraced the entire world. They held each other like this for a long time.
Finally, Gu Beixian released her, got dressed, and sat up. He took a pack of cigarettes from the drawer, skillfully pulled one out, lit it, and took a deep puff. The white smoke swirled around, obscuring the handsome and spirited contours of his face, making it hard to read his expression or know what he was thinking; he didn't even notice that the cigarette was burning down to his fingers. Su Hua coughed lightly. "Haven't you quit smoking a long time ago?" Gu Beixian extinguished the cigarette, his deep gaze fixed on her eyes, and after a few seconds of silence, he said, "Su Hua, let's break up."
It felt like a bolt from the blue! Su Hua was stunned, her once fiery heart cooling down, instantly turning to ice! Her face went pale as she looked at him in a daze, her voice trembling slightly as she asked, "Did I do something wrong?" "No." "Then why break up?" "Lock Lock is back, I'm sorry." Chu Suosuo was his ex-girlfriend. Su Hua felt as if her heart was being sliced; three whole years of sharing life and mutual support could not compete with the return of that woman! He didn't love her, and that was her greatest mistake! Disappointment, frustration, and sadness overwhelmed her as she bit her lip, her body stiffening. She trembled as she put on her clothes and prepared to get out of bed.
Gu Beixian gently pressed down on her shoulder and asked softly, "Where are you going?" Su Hua fought to hold back her tears. "To make breakfast." "You used to make it; let me do it today. You can sleep a bit longer." His voice was low and gentle. Su Hua replied with a soft "Mm," lay back down, and pulled the blanket over her damp eyes. Once he left, she got out of bed, rushed to the bathroom, and could no longer hold back her anguish, bursting into tears. Her tears flowed like pearls on a broken string, unable to stop. She had never known that loving someone could hurt this much, a pain that felt as if a piece of her heart had been gouged out. She hurt so much that she couldn't stand, leaning against the wall, crying until she shook.
After an unknown amount of time, Gu Beixian called her from downstairs for breakfast. Su Hua replied and splashed cold water on her face, rinsing her eyes over and over. But no matter how much she rinsed, her eyes remained red, as if filled with blood. When she went downstairs, Gu Beixian was waiting for her in the dining room. Wearing a well-tailored suit, his long legs in dark trousers were straight, and his demeanor was refined and elegant; just standing there, he radiated brilliance. Su Hua silently sat down at the table. Gu Beixian leaned slightly, looking at her reddened eyes with a particularly gentle gaze. "Cried?"
Su Hua looked up at him, forcing a smile. "I accidentally got facial cleanser in my eyes while washing my face; it’ll be fine in a moment." "Be careful next time; let’s eat." Gu Beixian sat down beside her and handed her the chopsticks. Su Hua took them, lowering her gaze to watch his handsome fingers resting on the chopsticks. The lavish breakfast emitted a tempting aroma, yet neither of them moved their chopsticks. Never in her life had she sat down to such a sorrowful meal. Half an hour later, the food remained untouched. Su Hua set down her chopsticks, steadied herself against the table, and softly said, "I’m going to pack my things."
Gu Beixian tightened his grip on the chopsticks slightly. "No rush." Su Hua forced a bitter smile; even in this situation, he still wasn’t in a hurry to let her go. Did he want to wait to be kicked out? She turned and went upstairs, tossing her belongings into her suitcase one by one. After packing for a while, she finally zipped it up and took it downstairs. Gu Beixian stepped forward to take the suitcase. "Let me have it." "No need." Su Hua pulled the suitcase up and straightened her back as she walked outside.
As she walked through the courtyard, looking at the familiar flowers and trees, she couldn’t help but feel sad; people are not wood or grass — who can be unfeeling? Three years had passed, and the so-called feelings that developed over time were only her own affair. She loved him so much, wholeheartedly, with passion and affection — what was the use? Let go, just let go. The two walked one after the other to the door, and the car was already waiting outside. Gu Beixian handed her a check. "Thank you for your companionship over these three years."
Su Hua stood stubbornly, unsure whether to accept it. Gu Beixian forcefully stuffed the check into her suitcase. "Take it; you'll need money in the future." "Mm." Su Hua replied dryly, raising her head to greedily glance at his handsome lips, high nose, and striking eyes. Recalling how he covered her eyes with his during their intimate moments, she felt a pang in her heart, a pain that was indescribable. She thought, one day in this life, she would be able to stop loving him. Three years? Ten years? Maybe even a lifetime. Loving someone seemed so easy, but forgetting them was incredibly difficult.
Gu Beixian looked at her for a moment, suddenly pulling her into his arms, his face calm but his eyes turbulent. "In the future, it won't be easy for you to be alone; if you have difficulties, call me." Tears welled up, and swallowing hard, Su Hua said, "Okay." "I was unwell and had a bad temper the past two years; I made you suffer." "It’s fine." "Take care of yourself." "You too." Su Hua slowly raised her hand to hug him, holding him tightly as if it were a life-and-death parting. Suddenly, she released him. She pushed him away, quickly wiping her face, grabbed her suitcase, and turned to leave.
After taking a few steps, she suddenly heard Gu Beixian ask, "Who is A Yao?" Her heart trembled slightly, and Su Hua's raised foot slowly came down. The buried past rushed back like a tidal wave. She was so heartbroken that she couldn't speak. Hearing Gu Beixian say again, "He must be very important to you, right? I'm sorry for taking up three years of your life; I wish you happiness."